2-Hour Virtual Gathering * March 8th * 4 - 6 pm CET / 7 - 9 am PT
Embodied grief
Join me on a 2-hour gathering to experience grief in your body as a Portal to Love.
"The more I said yes to grief, the more I felt myself, my mother's presence and love with me. I discovered that grief leads to love and more love and more love."
What if grief isn't something to heal from, but something to feel through?
Many of us have been taught to avoid grief, to push through it, to "get over it." But what if grief isn't something to fix? What if it's a portal—an opening into deeper love, presence, and aliveness?
In this 2-hour intimate session, I'll share what I discovered through my own initiatory journey: grief became my companion. We held hands and walked through life together. And grief has cracked me open to more Love than I ever knew possible.
I became a mother as my mother was dying. For nine months, I carried my daughter while my mother carried death. Two thresholds opening simultaneously—one bringing life, one taking it. This experience taught me about grief as a portal, as a teacher, as a companion.
About 6 years ago, everything died at once.
My mother died. My marriage died. My big business and partnership/friendship died—all at once. It wasn't just grief. It was a vortex of transformation where identity death, relationship death, and professional death created overlapping liminal spaces, each requiring different kinds of attention and healing. The ground beneath my feet disappeared completely.
I experienced what the fuck is this kind of existential disorientation—not knowing who I was, where I belonged, what I was meant to do, how to move forward. When everything familiar dissolves simultaneously, it's not just about mourning what's lost—it's about navigating the complete disorientation that comes when the foundations of life dissolve.
"To feel grief is essential. To feed the suffering is not."
This is the core teaching of this session: we learn to FEEL grief fully—not bypass it—without creating unnecessary suffering through stories about loss.
What we will explore together
This is not a linear process but an unfolding. We'll move through teaching, story, embodied practice, and creative expression—allowing grief to guide us.
Sacred Opening
We co~create a container of love and grace where it's safe to feel everything.
Transmission
I share my initiations, learnings & what is alive on time to share in a transmission style.
The Essential Distinction
Understanding the difference between feeling grief and feeding suffering. Exploring who we grieve—not just people, but the parts of ourselves attached to them.
Breathing with Grief
A guided embodied practice. We'll breathe into where grief lives in your body, allowing it to be awakened & felt.
Expression as Medicine
Letting grief flow through you onto paper. This becomes a gift—to yourself, to those you've lost, to humanity.
Sacred Closing
Integration and blessings to carry this work forward.
Step Into This Space
€48
For 2 hours of deep, embodied grief work.
If this work is calling you but €48 feels out of reach, send me a message. I hold space for women who long to be here.
Journey Details
Duration
2-hour session
Saturday, March 8th
Time
4 - 6 pm CET
7 - 9 am PT
Format
Virtual session via Zoom
~ Listen live or later ~
As we feel our own grief, we develop the capacity to feel the grief of the Earth, of the world, of each other.
We do our part by feeling our grief first.
kind words from clients
"Carolyne, you are indeed a death doula. I have experienced many healing sessions throughout my life and nobody has ever taken me and held me in my depth as you have. Your shared wisdom is so needed. The messages received were spot on and have helped me so much."
— Sarah Sacred Ink
"Carolyne is a grounded, intuitive and skilled healer. Her capacity is deeply nourished through her shamanic roots growing up in Brazil, and refined with her grounded communication and thorough understanding of nourishment on all levels of body, heart, and soul. Her deep listening during session time enables a gentle unfolding of the body’s natural healing capacity, her direct and skilful application of modalities brings precision and necessary support the body is ready for, and her huge love for her clients and humanity brings an embrace to the entire experience, allowing clients to feel vulnerable, safe, and seen. Carolyne lives all that she teaches, bringing a powerful transmission to her work and words."
—Katherine Zorensky
"Carolyne is a woman with golden hands and a golden heart.
From the moment I lay on her massage table, I felt completely at ease. With incredible precision and care, Corolyne intuitively finds the exact spots on my body that need attention. But what she offers is far more than just a massage; it’s a deep, transformative treatment.
During my session, I experienced a powerful release of blocked energy, accompanied by unexpected tears and even chattering jaws. It was profound. Afterwards, I felt like a new person, lighter, freer, more in tune with myself.
I can’t recommend Carolyne enough. Her gift goes beyond touch; it reaches the soul."
— Esther
”Honestly, the space you hold is super special. Beyond.”
—Sandra
your guide
Carolynë Lumi
Transitions Doula for personal, business & creative thresholds
Psychic, threshold-tender, culture co-creator, tantrika, mystic, poet, mother and lover
I'm a transformational guide with two decades of multi-disciplinary healing expertise who midwifes culture-changing women through threshold initiations, cultivating the courage to embrace their whole feminine nature and birth their Soul's desires into form for personal and collective transformation.
We are all continuations.
Nothing truly abandons us—everything lives within us, as us, transforming us, nurturing the cosmic womb that holds us all.
This session is a gift to yourself, to the people and situations involved with your grief, and to humanity. When we feel our own grief deeply, we expand our capacity to hold the grief of the world.